The Spiritual Alchemy of Foregiveness
Have You Ever Wished Someone Dead? I Did. The Journey Back Has Been Interesting
William Hunter Duncan published a thought provoking piece on the alchemy of foregiveness.
It is hard to imagine forgiveness in the context of Covid Policy. Early after lockdowns our elite tried to float Amnesty: we should all just agree everybody did the best we could with limited information, mistakes were made but we should leave that in the past and move on (and pretend it didn’t happen.) But covid revealed the authoritarians among us; Remdesivir, ventilators and the jabs looks like incentivized murder on an epic scale, aka democide + iatrogenocide - ongoing. There can be no amnesty for mass murder. Mistakes were not made.
This is where forgiveness is deeply misunderstood. When most people hear forgiveness they think absolution, that the person who perpetrated the harm is absolved from the awful thing they did. Forgiveness is not at all about the one who harmed you, forgiveness is between you and the Creator, the Divine, God. Forgiveness is about releasing yourself from what was done to you, that it not continue to harm you. Actively refusing to forgive is like-to become consumed with revenge, and revenge is not good for the soul. There is a fundamental difference between revenge and justice, justice is not emotional, revenge is so emotional that it is not relieved even after the deed is done, that rage, anger, fury continues to harm, simply focused on something new. Justice and revenge is an important distinction. I can forgive, but I will still demand FULL accountability.
It seems especially timely to talk about forgiveness now, in the context of 2024. Tension is likely to build as the year goes on, the writer J Coleman sees a lot of parallels between the gang wars he participated in in prison, and the greater society these days.
I have pondered that writing a great deal as I felt it was finally time to bury the hatchet on a person who deeply wronged me, who I wanted dead for a time. That type of feeling was new and never experienced by me in my life before.
This person is not a Covid Czar on high like Anthony Fauci was, who likely contributed to the death of millions. As much as justice should be served for all of these crimes against humanity the current Satanic system is arranged in such a way that there is maximum diffusion of responsibility. All of these drones built their own little corner of the Death Star’s machinery under the auspices of a few mafia dons and media syncopants. It’s almost impossible to assign blame to a single one of them so the whole soulless borg is left intact. The only ways to dismantle this system would be financially.
The person who I wished was dead was not a talking head on some screen, or even a midwit level functionary who caused problems for me, although it is possible that such people are and were working behind the scenes. It certainly wasn’t some random troll on twitter or a cyberbully or cyberstalker. I’m thankful to say that this is not directly any family member. This was a very personal issue which I have been mulling over for days.
This incident occured somewhat recently, during my year of living hell of 2021. The person who I wished dead was a man. Religiously he was…
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